Lyrics

Some folks acting sketchy

Gotta watch yo back

They trying to test me

Mama i'm sorry

They tryna arrest me

Soon ill be driving them raris

Soon you'll be trying to call me

Then ya'll will be tryna rob me

Soon you'll stop tryna try me

But I've been, living on the side

But i'm liking

All these things that's on yo mind

And i'm trying

I'm tryna keep on trying

But you don't like it

You don't like when i'm in my mind

It happens all the time

Ridiculed for tryna speak my mind

I'm sorry that i'm trying

Said i'm sorry that i'm trying

I'm tired of work, my body it hurts

My cuz on a shirt

When i'm in a rari

My mama might call me

But I ain't calling back

Cuz she wasn't there

When I needed her bad

And I been feeling sad

But I ain't worried bout that

I am just worried about moneys in bags

I am so worried about getting some cash

And I might lose some friends in my tracks

But, you know, Ia can never go back

And I can't stay attached

Cuz we stay moving on

My childhood friends stay gone

But that's fine

I'm out here righting my wrongs

Trying my best, to do it through songs

Am I speaking wrong, Am I preaching wrong

Do I need a song, To even talk to you

Cuz I feel like I can't get through

And I feel like I can't get you

Cuz i'm trying to understand

I'm going right under man

This pain on my chest

It feeling like Thunderman

I'm going crazy I hate that word

I hate when you say that you hate me

It feel like a curse

You don't know your words

Hit my heart like chords to a verse

Like my cousins face on a shirt

But I ain't ever cried at no funeral

I know i'm very unusual

But i'm starting to get used to it

Sorry to tell you, you don't feel nothin'

When you do it

You can call me stupid

Cuz it's feeling like a movement

I'm just getting right up

And i'm just hating my luck

And I would hate to give up

But god been testing me

Got 2 arrests on me

Went through the worst

Need to see the best in me

Can you find the rest of me

Cuz I've been looking for years

My eyes just getting glossy

I swear it ain't tears

F for free my brother

Ain't seen him in a couple months

U for you a bitch

Me and my twin go on a hunt

C for ICU

But I cant see i'm on the run

K for I'ma killer

We the ones that get it done

You spelled it out, I said fuck we grabbin' sum

Pause for I need space

Its crazy You cant gimme nun

Y for why you playin'

Get me mad and im puffin runtz

O for on a job

Ain't went legit on my other one

U for Underground

We from them streets we steal for fun

I spelled it out

Guess who now

2 is for 2 years my brother gone

9 is for glock 9 he got caught with one

Time is for them rich folks that ain't losin' none

Huh broke boy jay in this bitch now 

Pull out the stick let it go blow 

Yes i am broke but i still got this 50 round

If that boa playin he get sent to the ground

Before i get shot ill prolly sink and then drawn

Switch on the back so be careful for you find out

When we hop out they start runnin lookin like  clowns

Broke bros 3 best believe this the best one

When we in the scene best believe we the best ones

Left him on the scene DOA how they found him 

Holdin' the trigger til it click that's a mag dumb

Fuck wit no semis these fullys leave dead opps 

Jump out low let it blow 2 head shots

2 hit the flo' clean up on opp block

Mike on go best know he gone drop

Dre got pole he blow til the barrel hot

I just hate the sound

I wanna get it out

I just take these clouds

So im ok for now

I wanna lose the frowns

But they keep peekin out

I wamna swim and drown

But im ok for now

I wanna lose my mind

I wanna choose my time

But ion wanna lose my life

Almost did it twice

When they read my rights

I was in that cell

But ian do a crime

Where my brother dwells

But we been showin signs

I wont call it hell

Cuz I was doin fine

All this shit i sell

But Ian make a dime

All you kiss n tell

So you might lose yo life

fuck a wishin well

been wishin all the time

The devil in disguise 

The devil in disguise 

Always tryna lead me to the below side

I dont think no one can stop me 

From these homicides

And i turnt to a demon onnce i seen my best friend die

The Devil in disguise

The devil in disguise 

Always hidin in my mind

Tryna battle away god

Wish I could go back in time

So i can see how my fatha died

been havin dreams of hamocides

mama prayin don’t want me ta die

grew up in the streets I’m from the east side 

learned revenge before i could write

People dyin but thats just life

But before 20 thats not right

Some people dont want me alive

Thats why this gun stay by my side

These bullets blowin out the simi

Pops was dead before i hit 15

When he died that shit had changed me

I took his demons out his body

So I dont think no one can stop me

look up to god and then I take a knee

sayin please come set this demon free

In gb mode im tryna reap

Watchin my dad pourin up cups

Im just jokin it str8 out the bottle

But I dont give a fuck

Now i am chokin gas on the throttle

Havent you hurt me enough

Tryna hear me

But havent heard me enough

Cuz i know that youve heard all this stuff

Before

You just wantin a man that giving some more

Ian that man cuz iam too poor

Shi breakin my heart

And i feel like

We breaking apart

But we goin far

Let go to the sky

And chase all the stars

Its ok if I fail

As long as im with you

And im hatin jail

Cuz they took my brother too

I dunno what to do

Dealin wit drug abuse

You cannot leave

Cuz iam not done with you

Youd be a theif

For taking my heart dude

Calmin down off the shi that I cheif

Cuz im off a yart soon

Promise I will stop

Promised I would Stop

But i can neva stop

cuz im addicted god

tell me to stop smoking za

but if I dont i get mad and go bye

sleepy off them meds

please can i stop takin em all the times.

Im so tired

Im falling down

I get higher

I hate sound

But im on fire

I dont care now

And your a liar

I been found out

your the buyer

I might sell out

I wont wear wire

I cant snitch now

Tell me, why would you lie

Tell me, why would you tell me a tale

Tell me, am I on yo mind

Are you also stuck in a well

where I throw all these wishes I sell

no one know I been wishin aswell

been in the cold and you still think id kiss n id tell

but why would you lie and tell me a tale